You are a constant negative factor in my everyday situation.
I try to hold my breath and wait for it all to pass only with no end in site. I am stupid for letting you bleed me dry. I am stupid for stifling what is me to give you the light. Everyday seems deeper into the hole, not specifically drowning, but alone. I wonder. Wonder if I have caused this negative person or if they were there all along and I was to high to see. Like trying to see ants from a cloud. I have had the worst feelings in my bones lately. I just want to fall into the walls and be unnoticed...
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